Tired.

Stayed up for 3 fucking days in a row. Christmas eve spents with Yi Yoong, Jon, Zheng Yong, Eugene until 1am, supper with cousin till 2am, chat with soccer friends till 5am.
E7 came to my house on Chirstmas till 7 the next day, the overnight cycling on the 26th.

Fucking tired. Slept less than 10 hours in 3 days.

Key To Life.

Came across this on someone's blog and found it to be very meaningful. So, I tweaked it a little and made it more vulgar but the meaning's still the same.



To me, happiness was the key to life.(What the fuck is life without happiness?)
One day, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grow up.
I said 'Happy.'
They told me I didn't understand the question.
And I fucking told them they didn't understand life.

GIve Me An Exit.

They say what goes up must come down. Mine just happened a little faster than I thought.

Went to Club Nova to have some drinks and watch some bands perform some rock music, only to see some acoustic which was not bad. They played all the old songs like Smoke On The Water and Highway To Hell. Had lotsa drinks. Tequila, Sambucca, Jagermeister, Jack Daniels and vodka orange. Felt a little tipsy and high at that time.

All was well until today, Wen Xun called me and said we had to go down to Club Nova and settle some issues cause' people's things were stolen. And on the CCTV camera it shows that Wen Xun and I was closest to the bags for the longest period of time. So we are the main suspects. The fucking point was that i never stole any fucking things. If nobody is going to own up, some motherfucker is going to sue us or maybe ask us to pay for all the things stolen. Mind you, its was 3 ipods and 3 head phones that were stolen. Fuck and i got school tomorrow or rather, in 7 hours' time.

And if this wasn't enough, I can't fucking catch up with all my work cause I am too fucking slack and have no mood to study. Exams are in a week and i have no idea about all my modules. I fucked up my projects and my project group still do not want to have Racial Harmony Day together. How the fuck can we do projects together? Antway, They are going to review all the CCTV tomorrow and I hope that everything will be fine and hope they see the motherfucker stealing those stuff. If not, we'll be the ones in this huge shithole.

Nostalgia.

Recently came across lotsa really old stuff. And I mean REALLY OLD. Like maybe, 6 years ago? Let me show it to all of you.



How old is that? This wan taken when i was in Primary 2. I don't even know when the hell I took this photo. As is this wasn't shocking enough, someone suddenly tagged me on Facebook. I clicked the link and saw something shocking. You guys can go to my Facebook and check it out.

WOW. MY 2004 SYF WUSHU PERFORMANCE.(I KNOW YOU GUYS ARE LAUGHING YOUR ASS OFF RIGHT NOW CAUSE I'M A FAT BITCH DOING WUSHU. _|_) I joined Wushu when I was in Primary 3. And I can say that I performed a lot of times on stage. Those were the days when I was in the morning class, ended school at 12, and had to come back to school at 6pm to 9pm for the SYF training. At that time, I was already fat. So I had to do most of the more diffcult stuff like carrying people and swinging people(YA WE NEED TO SWING PEOPLE). But the experience was really fun. I really miss those time when we were just carefree, obilvious to anything else.

Having a Primary 4 meeting coming up. End of November. Haven't seen those people for a damn long time. It will certainly be a suprise for me.

School's still the same, boring class with boring people. I go straight home everyday after school. NP is known to be very happening but it does not happen to me. I got a whole class of nerds and out of about 18 people in the class, there are only 2 guys, I mean, 1 guy 1 gay, nope, I meant I'm the only guy. Everyone studies in the class everyday _|_. I do not know why, but I feel that I need someone to care for me.

Negativ- Clothing has just open a few weeks back, but it looks like it's the end of it. The jackets I bought were just of inferior quality, and it is so damn hard to advertise my blogshop. Wasted about 60 bucks on those jackets. I think I'll just take it as a lesson learnt.

I'm like going through the most fucking toughest time of my life right now. No motivation to study, no social life in poly, no hope on my business. What should I do? I really hope to open a store and follow in the footsteps of VOL.TA or Soon Lee. But for now, i'm just a nobody.

DIE.

Feel like just quitting school.
Everything is not going right for me.
Even if i don't study, i will find a job and pursue my dream.
Take that motherfuckers.

I Will Do It

No more being ball-less, no more being a pussy.
Not going to miss the chance.
I will do it.
I will.

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3 times, same results.

Let's be a gay.

Hello World.

Okay, i got my tee and it looks and feels awesome. I'm definitely going to ship more of this in. Another few more issues to settle, and Negativ- Clothing will be selling tees that you could rock the streets with.

Recently sat down with Han to talk. i realised my ideal work and life. My ideal life would be going to work, and enjoying every part of work. I can dress in any way i like to work. I would also want very friendly and fun colleagues and we have fun and at the same time, do our work properly. And Han said, "You could work in Google, it's rated the best place to work in!"

Far-fetched thoughts it seemed. I can't even fucking cope with Accounting and here I am thinking about working in Google. Jokes. Laugh At Me.

I FAIL ACCOUNTING.

Well, i guess accounting's not my thing. Really fucking hate it, fucking hate all the business shit. GPA 1.8 I am the champion. Maybe i'll just put myself in a mosh pit and die.

Woah.

If you people have the time, check out www.kulture-klash.blogspot.com

Its my cousin's blog about art, design, and fashion. Do check it out.

Anyway, i shipped in one piece of clothing to check the quality and the design's simple and has a meaning. Let me show all of you a pic of it.



The tee is called 'Puppets In Love'. And as all of you can see, strings are messed up into a heart shape then attached to the puppets. Meaningful isn't it?

I Am Dmitri Karamazov And The World Is My Father.

Lazy to post anything, but Anberlin was Fucking Awesome. Zero Sequence too.

Anberlin:




Was almost at the front of the stage, pushing and shoving around. At the end of Anberlin, I got a screwed up spectacles, a shoe mark on my face, white shoes when it was initially black, and a tee that became a dress.


Anyway, my blogshop is still under construction. Decided to name it 'Negativ- Clothing". Lots of things not done yet, and the most important question. 'Where am I going to get capital?"

Abandon Ship Or Abandon All Hope.

Kinda funny isn't it? I'm suposed to be studying for my exam tomorrow but i just can't fucking study. Accountancy's not my thing. Fuck it. Still got 2 and a half years of this to go.

ITB exam in a few hours time. Fuck this module. Why in the world i need to know about computers and servers and shit? Leave this to the IT dickheads that will repair my computer next time.

No point doing something i don't like. Although people have been bitching about Accountancy, saying that "next time will earn big bucks" But i hate it. Maybe I'll be in another profession? In short, Diploma in Accountancy in NP = Fucking my self up for 3 years. What could describe m mood now? This.

Metalcore

Metalcore's my fucking life. Can't live without it. Whole chunk from Wikipedia.

Metalcore is a fusion genre incorporating elements of hardcore punk and extreme metal. The name is a portmanteau of heavy metal and hardcore punk. The term took on its current meaning in the mid-1990s, describing bands like Earth Crisis, Merauder, Deadguy and Integrity.^[3] The earliest of these groups, Integrity, began performing in 1989.^[4] Metalcore is distinguished from other punk metal fusions by its emphasis on breakdowns:^[5] slower, intense passages conducive to moshing.

Fucking love it. How could you not love it when you hear an intro like this?


If you know of any songs with wicked intros like this, please share it with me on the tagboard.

Supperclub.

Fucking exhausted after coming back from supperclub. Reached home on Monday at about 7 30 in the morning, slept at 8 and woke up at 1 in the afternoon. Made some new friends and witnessed some fights. Supperclub was fun but squeezy though. Queue was fucking long. Queued up at 11 plus and only got in at 12 plus. Imma show you some pics.

New Friends! From left: Jonathan, Me, Justin, KC, Kok Sheng, Jowee, Jeslyne and Donna.

2 weeks study break, then exams. I know nothing about my fucking modules and gonna mug for this exams. But the question is, when?

I Miss You

Oh my god, looking to forward to lotsa things now.

Cousin's gonna to a few blocks away from my house. I can move over and stay with him/hang out/go shopping/have supper together! Damn I'm happy! Well maybe could also get friends to stay over tgt and have loads of fun.

Bought my bicycle, fucking happy. Now i can cycle everyday.

Outing with E7 bastards/bitches. Was supposed to meet bitchsticks and Feng Rong today to go shop at ion orchard, but had to do some fucked up project which i totally fucking detest.

Exams are coming, fuck that. The most fucked up thing is that I FAIL MY FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING MODULE WHEN I AM TAKING ACCOUNTANCY. Joke. Told you i wasn't cut out for this shit. Now i chose it, I'll have to live with it.

Was on facebook when I saw my pic when i was PRIMARY 2 AND 6. What the fuck. I didn't even remember taking that picture. So, me trying to be the nice and sociable guy, added everyone tagged on that picture. Looking at my P6 picture made me think of someone.

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School's fucked, Fucking hell lotsa projects to be done. Exams are coming, I have no fucking mood to study. Anyway, I quit Outward Bounders cause it was just simply too boring. I have to be honest, i really don't enjoy going to Outward Bounders cause everything is fucking repetitive.

Now wanting to join Cycling, gonna get a bike soon, see how it goes.

Distiction Award and Decapitation

Firstly, I want to say that I HAVE FINALLY PASSED MY DISTINCTION AWARD!!!!!!!!! Finally I have finished all the Pool Lifesaving awards. Next, Open Water Awards.

Next, is about this particular guy in my Business Communication project group. It's not the money changer, it's a Chinese this time. Let me give you a description of him. He's of average build, tall, plays basketball and has a fuck face.

He fucking angered me when kept skipping out meetings to discussing the project work to play basketball. Next, he loves to guai lan. My friend was told to shut up by him when my friend was showing concern. Fuck you. Who the hell are you to fucking ask people to shut up? You don't fucking own us. And people are fucking trying to talk to you properly and you just keep fucking guailan.

The more i have to face your fucking attitude, the more i fucking detest it. You are trying to drive me to my limit. I am going to backstab you. You fucking asked for it and you fucking deserved it. Stressed? I will fucking make you more stressed but not know who is behind this. I will fucking torment you so badly. One more time you anger me, i will decapitate you. Trust me, i will.

Shit Happens.

Haven't been posting, cause my fucking internet is spoilt, thanks to my mum. I don't know how she spoilt it, but she is one fucking asshole. I need the fucking internet at home and you had to spoil it. Thanks.

Next, my lifesaving test. The fucking examiner was a fucking bastard. It was a fucking old man which looked half-dead. He couldn't even speak properly and wanted to test us. He slurred his speech and his eyes kept twitching. And when he tested us, i realised that he was fucking and I mean, FUCKING naggy. He's like worse than my mum, which is fucking serious. 1 wrong thing you do and he will talk for the next 15 minutes. Fucking ah pek. You're about to die and you still talk so much. You should just suck it. And the best part is, we spent 3 hours on the test and we couldn't finish the test, we had to come back on another day and listen to you talk and talk. In conclusion, FUCK YOU.

Everything in school is back to the same old days, where my group dosen't want to do their project work and only wants to do it at the last minute. Fuck that. Passed all my exams, that's a good thing. Fucking sick of school, and I feel like changing course.

Unveiled Slowly Over Time.

Receieved my new wallet today, it's called Mighty Wallet and go to www.shinnpark.com to take a look at it. I bought the Air Mail design, looks kinda cool.

Okay, back to topic. Knowing more about people. Is it a good thing? The more you know about a person, the more bad things you find out about them. After 3 months in Ngee Ann, I found out that people from mixed schools and people from single-sex school are so goddamn different. I'm beginning to hate some people's attitude. They are just fucking arrogant and fucking lustful. I've got nothing to say. I NEED CHANGE.

Dick.

I fucking sprained my right ankle and my left knee. Congrats man, now I cannot walk properly. How the hell am I going to school? Maybe I'll just roll to school. Lifesaving exam this coming Monday, and I got fucked up legs.

I Hate Fucking Cocky Indians.

Too lazy to get my ass out of bed this morning, so i skipped 2 hours of Business Statistics tutorial. Then went to school for IT in Business. So far, i passed all my tests. And this brings me to a topic which makes me fucking angry.

His name is Nikhil S/O Afuckingsmellymoneychanger. He is just a motherfucking arrogant Roti Prata. He got 56/100 for his test and he said "considering that I never study, I did well." Fucking arrogant bastard. Go to my Facebook and find him. Flame his Facebook or if you see him, fucking spit in his fucking face and rip his motherfucking head off and feed it to the dogs.

Don't wanna talk more about him. Fuck him. If he disturbs me, i will make chocolate milkshake out of you by fucking grinding you with a chainsaw.

School Reopens.

School sucked big time today. All the teachers were all suffering from andropause/menopause. My Business Communication tutor just started rambling some shit and she was just fucking naggy. So, my friends and I spent a good amount of time while she was nagging to discuss something funny. We were debating whether she was really pregnant of its just her fats. After a very intense discussion, we came to a conclusion. She was having menopause cause when she went to the doc to take a look at her little baby in her stomach, it turns out that there was no baby inside, it was just a stomach full of shit. Now, this explains why she was crapping for 20 minutes. Nothing much happened after that.

Went to PS to play some drums as i was feeling bored. Its good to hear that Lam was getting better. Hope you recover soon!

Pinnacle+BBQ

Saturday:

Reached West Coast Park at 7+ in the morning. Ivan and I went to take our shirts and stuff. Started the race at 8+, and we started the race. 20 plus minutes into the race, we were asked to turn back and we then realised we all ran the wrong way. KANNINABEICHAOCHEEBYEHONGKANFUCKINGROTIPRATAGUAILAN.

We ran for 20 odd fucking minutes and now you tell us that we ran the wrong way and asked us to open our eyes and look around. Fuck you, you stuck the directions at such a fucked up place and expect us to use our eyes to look for it? We ain't no GPS douchebag, fuck you man. We restarted the race and we were off again. Fucking had no more stamina and those triatheletes and canoe polo people were like fucking bulls, running non-stop. The whole race was around 15km and i nearly died when Ivan and I finished the race. Let me show you some pics.

Told you I was fucking tired.

Sunday:

Went to cut my hair. AND NOW IS MOTHERFUCKINGROTIPRATACHEEBYE SHORT. I did not expect it to be so short. I told the hairdresser to cut 1 inch off and it became 2-3 inches. Fuck it. Next, BBQ at Eugene's house. Yiyong, Lam, Yuliang, Warren, Glenn, Yisen, Zhengyong all went to play at the playground. And then, Lam fell down on his head. And when he stood up, HE FUCKING FORGOT EVERYTHING THAT HAPPEN THESE FEW DAYS. WHAT THE FUCK. He forgot the day and the date, how he fell down, who came for the BBQ and things that we tell him, after 2 minutes, he forgot everything we said. And the most important, he fordot he had exam the next day, and it was him who reminded all of them that there was a test tomorrow. Now he's at the hospital. Hope that its just a temporary loss of memory.

School starts tomorrow, fucking bored.

Finally, A Happy Post

Woke up at 12, went for Lifesaving training at 5 which was a killer(For my weight.). Try fucking swimming 2 laps and then tow a guy for another 2 laps, with my weight. You guys will fucking drown.

Met up with Jonathan, Val, Feng Rong and Van. Shan't elaborate.(Vansa, cheer up okay? My turn to ask you to cheer up LOL.)

Went to ICE3 to have a drink and then went home.

Should i cut my hair like oliver sykes? For your info, he's the lead vocalist for Bring Me The Horizon. Fucking awesome band. Let me show you his hair.

Fucking awesome hair he's got. But i'm not too sure whether i can carry this hair off. Cause i'm a fucking fat bitch.

I Lie Awake.

Fucking can't sleep.

Met up with Jonathan and Jeslyne to have supper. went to Prata House which Jonathan and I spent a bomb at. We fucking ate like there's no tomorrow. Jonathan ate 5 fucking pratas. I ate nasi goreng, chicken masala and 2 roti prata. We're fucking monsters. And while waiting for our food to be served, we debated over how they flip the roti prata. Whether they use their hands of feet. In the end, I think it was a draw, dosen't matter hand or feet, it's similarly dirty.(I'm fucking racist i know.)

Went to Ice3 to have ice-cream and liqour shake. Fucking spent 20+ there. Laughed and joke about sick stuff(as usual), and then went home.

Have to train for the Pinnacle race this coming Saturday. I'm gonna fucking die for this race. Training at 5pm later with Outward Bounders people. Think i'm gonna gym too. Muscles all sagging as if they were grandmother's boobs.

Enjoy The Silence

Pissed off when you try to plan something and people are just not fucking co-operative. Maybe i should learn how to enjoy being alone.

My Life For Hire.

Bored to death. Holidays without friends is like watching the same stripper do a striptease for you everyday, Boring.

Went out with Jonathan the fucking racist/guai lan kia/bastard. Went to wtach the B-boy competition at The Hereen. Kinda cool, but having to stand at the 4th floor, looking down at people flipping around and some flopping like fishes for nearly 4 hours was just totally exhausting. And when Jonathan plays games on his PSP, he becomes autistic, that is, living in a world of his own. Talking to him is like talking to the wall. Maybe even if I strip in front of him and dance like William Hung, he wouldn't even notice. Went home after that.

Pondering over what hairstyle should I cut? Anyone that has good suggestions can share it with me by putting it on the tagboard? But given my fucking round face, my choices are limited, I guess. To add on to my woes, I'm cash-strapped too. Maybe I shall work as a gigolo, big bucks, but who would buy a fat bitch?

Listening to a genre called metalcore. The lead vocalists all have wicked screams. To me, it's like a way to vent all your frustrations just by screaming, that's why i'm listening to metalcore. Life's boring. As my title says, my life's for hire. You want it, take it.

Maybe end off with some random shit i found that will cheer everyone up. "If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from constipation, does it mean that 1 person actually ENJOYS it?"

Holidays are fucked up.

Was supposed to go to the beach today, but due to a measly number of people going, we cancelled it. Not that I'm dulan cause some people fly kite at the last minute, its just that not meeting up with old secondary school friends will make us drift further apart from each other. And for me, I don't like poly life, so I do not have a lot of friends, which makes it more fucked up.

Talking about poly life, I just cannot fucking adapt to poly life. Its like fucking independant, I have to do almost everything myself. Teachers are like fucked up too. They just teach, get money, then fuck off. Next, there are fucked up projects. No need further elaboration
, it just sucks ass. I'm think when school starts and when we get back our results, the teacher will be like "Jiale, you have not been studying right?". And I'll be like"Yup, cause there are fucked up teachers like you that make me lose my mood to study!". Then followed by a middle finger and then a big FUCK YOU in your face.

Life's a bitch too. When i moved to Bishan, I was still a fucking small ignorant child, like maybe, 3 years old? So my mum had to merge 2 rooms into 1 so that she could take care of me. But now when I'm so old, sharing a room together with parents and my brother is like showering with a bunch of fucking naked people at the public swimming pool. No Privacy. And my fucking curious mum has a fetish to look ay people's MSN when something pops up. I think that is fucking rude. And she still asks me"Eh, what are they trying to say?" Fuck you, you don't read people's thing like that. What a wonderful mum. Thanks Mum, i needed that. You fucking nagged at me for going out till so late, but when I reach home, you start nagging until I sleep, and then start nagging again when i wake up until I leave the house. So why not save the trouble of you nagging at me by letting me go out till late and then coming home when you have fallen asleep? Logical?

Escaping from this 'hotel' (My House, obviously. I just sleep and eat here, so why not call it a hotel?) later. Should I go for scouts and the after that meet Jonathan to go watch the B-boy Competition? Can't make up my fucking mind. 2 weeks of holidays is just like having a quickie, it's fast. Shall talk more tomorrow, or should i say, later at night?

Another Fucking Long Post...

Haven't been freaking updating. Busy+Lazy=Fucked up.

I still do not know how to upload pictures and put links onto this fucking blog, if anyone sees this, please teach me. I'll make it up to you in bed.=)

Many things to post this time.

Firstly, fuck people who talk on Facebook. I got 800 unread messages and most of them are from Facebook saying that people are commenting on the picture. Fuck that. Just talk on MSN will you? Its fucking irritaing to recieve 40 messages a day from Facebook.

Next, diving camp. Although it was not very organised, it was a good experience. Diving's fucking fun. The camp was held from Sunday to Tuesday. First day was just all the ice-breaker games. Then, we headed for The Loft. Its kinda like a HDB. Its damn nice with air-conditioning. My group was awesome too. Second day was all about dive tryouts at the swimming pool. (yup, its in the swimming pool.) It was damn fun, having the new experience of breathing underwater. After the dive tryouts, my group went to NTUC to stock up on food and alcohol for later at night. Played fucked up games like truth or dare and King's club. Let me explain King's club. Let's say there's 7 people. So, we will have 7 cards, one King, and numbers from 2 to 7. So, whoever gets the King is the boss. So, the person with the King can say "2 licks 4 ass". So the person with the number 2 on his card will have to lick the person with the number 4 card's ass. So we drank beer, and played the game. I fucking kena a hell load of shit. My leg hair got bitten off, I got doggy-styled, I got licked, I got nipple-rubbed, I had to kiss ass, I had to kiss armpits, fuck that, bad day for me. So, i slept. Didn't drink vodka and johnnie walker with them cause i had no money....Damn.

Third day was just cleaning up of the place and then i went home. Met Yiyong and company and watched Drag Me To Hell and I didn't know they were watching 2 movies. So i only watched one and then went home.

Went for the race clinic for the Pinnacle. There was this fucked up thing called rope ascend. I fucked it up and failed it, only to find out that there's was a fucking hole in my hand. It's kinda like a blister withour the skin, it just ripped off while I was pulling the rope. Fucked up day for me. I wanted to play drums after that but, due to this fucked up injury, i stayed at home.

Never mind this, to end off on a happy note, When i was eating Cartel with Jonathan, the waiter gave us our soup. Fucking Jonathan threw the end of the baguette(how the fuck do you spell it?) into his soup and said "Excuse me, Why is my bread crumb so big?". LOL.

Sick like shit...

Firstly, Happy Birthday to Yi Yong!(Although it was like i dunno how many monkey days back...)I haven't been posting for a damn long time. Reason:1) Fucking lazy to update cause it's a pain in the ass to log in. I'm just lazy. 2) I got freakkin tests and i already screwed my INFA paper. 3) I'm sick as an ass wipe.

As all of you know me, i DO NOT study until the last minute. I dunno why, maybe it's just a fetish i got for studying at the last minute. For example, if i have a test on Saturday, i would study during Friday night and Saturday morning. And just right after the test on Monday, i fell sick. After the exam paper, i went out with Weichong. Just had no mood at that time cause i was really fucking sick, so we went home early. (Warning M18 content!) During my bus ride home, i was having fever, flu, cough and headache at the same time. How much more worse can it get? In the bus there was quite some people and there i was, slouching on the seat, sniffing away and making 'uuhhh' sounds. People either thought i was a drug addict or i was having an long orgasm.(Told you!)

The next day I went to see a doctor, prescribed me some medication and went home to rest. God, i felt like i was dying. My temp was like 38 degrees and the flu, cough, and headache was also a pain in the asshole. I'm feeling better now but the cough just sucks. Whenever i cough, i feel like my head is going to explode and detach from my neck and take off like missiles shot by North Korea. Sucky feeling.

Not going to talk anymore, cause i am still sick and now i have to drag my ass back to the bed and sleep.

2nd and still vulgar post...

Too tired to post these few days.....so i shall do a recap on the past few days.....

Still being vulgar cause mood is still fucked up...


Friday:
Went back to NP for my fucked up ITB project.....i don't wanna talk too much bout' that, cause it will fuck my mood. Went to play soccer with Tailim, Ivan and Gareth in the field, with gareth being a fucking dog, shaking his head cause he wants to show of his hair. I just wanna pull off all his fucking hair on his head. For your information, Gareth hair looks like an afghan hound's hair. If you don't know what dog is that, its the most fucking dumb dog in the world, but it looks goddamn handsome, but Gareth is not. I will pull his fucking hair out and he will change from a afghan hound into a hairless chihuahua. Went for OB after that, did some routine exercises and did knots. Damn Boring. After that rushed to Zhonghua Secondary School for the Combined Scouts and Guides camp. Rick suddenly came back, and fucked up quite a lot of stuff. Although we had to do a lot of shit, i enjoyed it. Me, Jeslyne, Yuting, Tailim, Ivan, Jonathan, Jianan, Fengrong and the afghan hound had mac on the first night. Fucking Jeslyne made me laugh with her "eh, xia yu liao" joke and i couldn't eat my big mac.

Saturday:
Did not sleep at all, played O2mania with Jeslyne and won her by a big margin. (She was too noob for me. Haha). Oh ya, and did i mention, NICHOLE CAME BACK FOR THE FUCKING CAMP!!!! She is so goddamn ugly, you ram her face with a van, i think she'll be prettier. Taken from Jonathan the fucking crazy joker during the camp:" If being ugly was a crime, she'll be most wanted". Fucking funny. I laughed my balls out on this on. So the second day was mainly about backwoodsman cooking, the gangshow and the night walk. the gangshow was quite a success. Many seniors came back to watch, including Regina the bitch which i totally hate. I think her hair sucks ass and after 6 months, her hair's still as sucky as nichole's face. I was in charge of the night walk, and nobody was scared. So i decided to scare people. I sat in the toilet, waiting for them to discover me and get a shock of thier lives. I also hid at the classroom block to scare people. The Sec. 3's are so noob, they couldn't even scare one person. so i showed them how. AND I DIDN"T KNOW THAT THE NEXT GROUP HAS NICHOLE IN IT, AND I GAVE HER A FUCKING SCARE OF HER LIFE! I think i got scared by her too. Her face was scary enough, and after i saw her get scared, her face was even scarier. I think she totally sucks. Not buying food for the seniors, and fucking her own guides in-charge up. What kind of senior are you? You can just fuck off and go be your nurse. I think that when she's a nurse, people will die instantly upon seeing her face. No need to buy equipments for euthanasia, just use nichole.

Sun:

Fucking craped with Jianan and Jonathan in the auditorium when everyone was falling asleep. Did the 'Caterpillar Competition" and laughed our ass out. And fucking Jianan fucking recorded me snoring away like a fucking pig. Thanks Jianan, i owe you one. Camwhored with all the seniors cause of Jeslyne the Camwhore. Will post picture after i figure out how to. Helped out in the scouts orienteering and then headed for mac with all the senior guides and scouts. On the way, i laughed fucking hard at something. JIANAN'S FUCKING HAIR ON HIS LEG HAS A SHADOW!!!! What the fuck, i laughed until i nearly fell on the road and my specs dropped on the floor. Ate and went home via the Circle Line. It was goddamn fast. I took like 5 mins to reach bishan, instead of the fucking bus ride that takes 30 mins. Went home, feeling very tired and slept at 12 cause i got school the next day.


Monday:

Fucking woke up late for school. Called Jeslyne to bus with me cause i know she will confirm plus gaurantee plus chop will be late. And i was right. Took a bus with her to school and then had microeconomics class for 2 hours and then that was then end of school. Went to school for just 2 fucking hours and then slacked with Yiyong at J8. Went home and found out i got no fucking key. So, i waited like for 1 fucking hour and my father appeared, telling me that he also got no key. FUCKING HELL. So had to go IMM to find my mother for the key. Ate some japanese food with my family and cousin and i got a fucked up remark from my uncle. "Do you know who's Lydia Sum?" At that point i know wad he wanted to say. With my fucking hair, i look like Lydia Sum. That just made my day. Yay i look like Lydia Sum. Fucking hell. Okay thats all for today, just need some sleep and prepare for another mundane and fucked up day in school.

First (and extremely vulgar) Post

Hey! Its my first post. It's gonna be a freaking long and vulgar one cause' i've got a hell lotta things to say. All i gotta say is that this is not the real me, its just that i'm fucking pissed off right now.Alright, here goes...

School's a bitch. I just can't fucking click with my class and i dunno the fucking reason and thats pissing me off. It has been 6 weeks and i can't fucking understand anything. Teachers are just gonna talk and talk with that mundane tone and its just fucks my day. Sometimes i just wonder, "What the fuck am i going to school for? I'm not even fucking listening cause your fucked up voice just made my day". Maybe i chose the wrong course. I don't even know why in the world I chose accountancy. Maybe i was fucking possesed by some shit when choosing the courses. But, i chose it, so i'll have to spend my next fucking 3 years in Accountancy.

Next, project work. This is the thing that made me fucking pissed off. Imagine the teacher giving thr group an assignment on Week 2 and it's due in Week 7. Now it's Week 6 and we just fucking started. Like what the fuck, why can't we just finish it in the first few weeks and we can give no shit bout it already? Dammit, now we'll have to rush this fucking project as if the teacher's gonna fuck my ass if we don't complete it. And then there are just some fucked up people in the group who goes,"Just anyhow zam la, dun care la.", "Don't meet in school leh, dam far.". HEY MIND YOU, WE WOULDN'T HAVE TO RUSH THIS FUCKING PROJECT IF WE HAD DONE IT EARLIER! Anyway, that same bastard just msned me and said that 'we do not need to do until so nice one'. Fuck that. I'm already goddamn busy with all my shit. Stop fucking giving all the fucking negative comment. I'm prepared to give up on this part although its 25% of my total marks. Just fucking blame it on me for choosing such a 'fucking awesome' team. If you guys wanna put negative comments about me in my peer evaluation, by all means. I don't give a fucking shit at all.

Just saw Fel and Jade like 2-3 days ago. I fucking miss 4E7 now. After being in a fucked up class, i don't mind retaining 1 more year in secondary school just to be with them. They're a fucking awesome class and no other class that i've been in is so fucking awesome. A fucking big THANKS to 4E7. Rembering how me, Jonathan, Fel, Van, and sometimes Jeslyne will meet in school early to have breakfast together, laugh and play in class together. I see Fel almost everyday. We tuitioned together, played together, studied together, arcade together. How i fucking miss those days. Played pool with Jonathan, Glenn and sometimes Fang Yi almost every week. I'd rather hang out with them. Laughing with Jonathan cause of some fucking funny(sometimes racist) jokes.

Went to find Van just now. Cause i was heading for hougang swimming complex to get some stuff and I remembered that she lived near there. So i asked her to accompany me. I had to treat her an ice-cream for that.....haha but its okay. Walked there and talked cock on the way. Just felt better after that short cock-talking session. The E7 feeling was there, and i felt better. Me and jonathan went to find Yiyong, Eugene and Yuliang a few days back. How we talked cock and 'fucked' each other up, it just brings back good memories.

Now the only reason i go to school is for the CCA. I'm currently in Outward Bounders and i am enjoying it. People there are more fun, not like my fucking class. I look forward to my CCA everyday. OB training every Friday and extra training on Wednesdays, just fucking look forward to it every time. This is the only time i am really happy in school. Just came back from Heroes outing like 3 hours back. Although not everyone was present, i fucking enjoyed it. Watched nnight at the museum 2 which was not bad, had a few laughs. Took some pictures and then I headed for PS. After that i bused home.

Its fucking 3 in the morning and here i am, fucking whining to anyone who reads this. Gonna go swim 40-50 laps before going for OB at 6 then going for Scouts and Guides camp back in Zhonghua at night. I think i will enjoy it, with all my fucking awesome friends coming back for the camp.

Gonna end off soon. Needa pack my stuff for the camp. As for now, I'll just have to wait a few more fucking months before i can choose my timetable. Then I'll be fucking fucking happy. Gonna choose same as Tailim and some other people. CHANGE IS COMING. Just fucking bear with it....