Holidays are fucked up.

Was supposed to go to the beach today, but due to a measly number of people going, we cancelled it. Not that I'm dulan cause some people fly kite at the last minute, its just that not meeting up with old secondary school friends will make us drift further apart from each other. And for me, I don't like poly life, so I do not have a lot of friends, which makes it more fucked up.

Talking about poly life, I just cannot fucking adapt to poly life. Its like fucking independant, I have to do almost everything myself. Teachers are like fucked up too. They just teach, get money, then fuck off. Next, there are fucked up projects. No need further elaboration
, it just sucks ass. I'm think when school starts and when we get back our results, the teacher will be like "Jiale, you have not been studying right?". And I'll be like"Yup, cause there are fucked up teachers like you that make me lose my mood to study!". Then followed by a middle finger and then a big FUCK YOU in your face.

Life's a bitch too. When i moved to Bishan, I was still a fucking small ignorant child, like maybe, 3 years old? So my mum had to merge 2 rooms into 1 so that she could take care of me. But now when I'm so old, sharing a room together with parents and my brother is like showering with a bunch of fucking naked people at the public swimming pool. No Privacy. And my fucking curious mum has a fetish to look ay people's MSN when something pops up. I think that is fucking rude. And she still asks me"Eh, what are they trying to say?" Fuck you, you don't read people's thing like that. What a wonderful mum. Thanks Mum, i needed that. You fucking nagged at me for going out till so late, but when I reach home, you start nagging until I sleep, and then start nagging again when i wake up until I leave the house. So why not save the trouble of you nagging at me by letting me go out till late and then coming home when you have fallen asleep? Logical?

Escaping from this 'hotel' (My House, obviously. I just sleep and eat here, so why not call it a hotel?) later. Should I go for scouts and the after that meet Jonathan to go watch the B-boy Competition? Can't make up my fucking mind. 2 weeks of holidays is just like having a quickie, it's fast. Shall talk more tomorrow, or should i say, later at night?